Sexual Suffering

It's just the basics here sluts; just you, and me, and those hands on that throbbing cock. I’d call it yours, but you know it’s mine. And I’m going to tell you how to tease it. I’m going to tell you when to stroke it. And all you’re gonna do is fight back the deep urge to cum, until I give it permission to let loose. That’s all this is, simply straightforward guided masturbation — No pretense. No pretending. No fourth wall between us. I’m your Domina, and you’re my good little boy, for the next little while, at least. Or who knows? Maybe you’ll choose to stay that way a whole lot longer than that.

Your training has been slowly progressing over the past few weeks, as you have adjusted to your new life of chastity amidst this exotic sex club. You’ve become so diligent in taking care of yourself, and your stunning feminine appearance has only reached new heights of beauty. But something in you is holding back, a remnant of your past. The latest tests of your performance have ended in failure, and punishment beckons... Now Domina herself has returned to take charge, and remind you of your purpose, your enslavement. To prepare you to take the first steps to embracing who you really are. In order to start something new you have to break down the old, and you, well, you need to be truly broken.
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My dear, it is time for the ritual to commence. Tonight you will face your...

This commissioned script was written by one of my minions, and a lot of fun to bring to life in recording. Inspired by kinesthetic inductions and our time spent together at a hypnosis convention, it is all about the interactions of binary choice, and the conscious or unconscious ways in which they're made. Those mental ‘On / Off’ switches of thought. Or perhaps, for the more philosophically inclined, what is known as ‘The Computational Theory of Mind’. So naturally, it comes in two very different and yet very similar versions, as I guide you down into trance and towards the entrance to something... More. In one I will keep things light, and mostly vanilla at the end. In the other, nothing more than dark, but undeniably hot latex mind-fucking will do. The choice, of...

Do we really need any more of a description? You are clearly a slut for tentacles if you're reading this far. But this isn't quite like my other tentacled files, oh no, its a bit more ... out there then that. Don't worry though, I'll start out nice and slow and gentle at first, before I take you down, deep into my realm, and introduce you to all my special little friends. If you trust me and want to experience this knowing nothing more than that you'll be used purely for my own gratification, and that of all my green and greedy tentacles. Well, then go right ahead, and press play sweetie ... I'll be waiting. But if you're truly curious to know more, or perhaps, just that much of a slut to crave my every slimy sticky tendril of power oozing over you. Then you really should read...

You've been staring there so intently and for so long now. It's almost like you've fallen deep down into my eyes. As if you've slipped across your gaze to fall deeply inside them, deep into my eyes. To where you could just turn around and see yourself through them. And when you do, you see that, in this moment, you are all that matters to me. And that makes you so very happy. That makes you smile even more ... which makes me smile too. And so we smile, and we snicker, because we both know what comes next. You and I are going to Fuck. Yet even as your mind races towards this very thought, some part of your mesmerised senses pulls back and sharpens in relief. There! In the background. Caught in the periphery of your dulled awareness. Another animalistic scent mingles on the...

On another evening in my dungeon I might perhaps have left something to the mystique. After all, I like my subs to arrive a little nervous in anticipation of what is to come. But something tells me that's not quite needed this time. Not when you already spelled it out to me so very very clearly beforehand. How you're such a tough man that you could take me kicking your balls. That you could handle my sadistic side and were ready to prove yourself... So tonight, I'm going to teach you to respect me on a whole new level. After I've tied you up, I'm going to hurt you. I'm going to exploit ALL your weaknesses down there and make you fear what I can do to you. Oh. Now what's that adorable look on your face, sweetie... Are you no longer looking forward to this play session? Or...

Have you ever just stopped and wondered?— I mean, really, really stopped. Stopped everything. Stopped what you were doing. Stopped what you were thinking. And just closed your eyes to contemplate. What’s it all about?—Why are we here?—What does it all mean?—Where am I going?—Where is humanity as a whole going to end up?—What is the meaning of life?—Is there life after death?—Are we truly alone in this vast universe?— There must be something to it, why we’re all drawn to these great theological dilemmas. We’re not alone in this big wise universe that we reside in. And especially—You —You are not alone, Sweetie. Not when you’re with me.

Your ears are one of my favorite parts of your body. As the means and method by which I oh so easily manipulate that cock of yours. And I just can't wait to lick and suck and whisper dirty things into them. All while I stroke you to the edge over and over... and over again... Each time counting you down deeper into our dream-like sexual fantasy, of my hands playfully twisting and teasing each pump of your manhood. Until my voice, and my words, crush your mind's last resistance. And you tremble in pleasure, bursting like the dirty little slut that you are. But then... Sometimes you need a little break from reality don't you? Instructions Since this file is not meant to directly hypnotise you into a hands free orgasm, there are two ways in which you can approach this: ...

The road here is dark and unfamiliar... And your car that had been slowly stuttering past the clawing canopy of trees is now stuck at its wayside. You turn the key a few more times but realise it’s no use. Pulling out your phone only further dampens your hope. It's as if you shouldn't be here, wherever here is. No phone service. No map. No idea of where you are. You really are alone. Lost. Well the road has to lead to some place otherwise nobody would have built it. The path twists and turns, and as you wander you pull out your phone to try to light your way. The feeble light emitted feels like a drop of hope in a sea of infinite darkness. Until suddenly you see it. A village of sorts right there in the forest. It materialized so rapidly you have to blink a few times...

"Will you become my denial slut?" All I'm going to do is offer you this one choice. Its such a simple mental trap. The chance to indulge all your dark desires with me. And yet, so very effective. Because I know sluts like you are never truly satisfied. You're always just so needy, so desperately craving to be filled, pegged, and taken. But always left wanting more — more training, more teasing, more edging. So that I only have to offer up the slightest hints at one of your slutty fantasies. And your dirty mind is already working against you. Instructions Before starting up this file you should be prepared like a proper submissive slut. It is recommended, (but not strictly necessary for those who dare), that you have the following items ready: • A butt-plug or...

Welcome to the third and final file in “My Latex Series”, and the last step in your journey through slavery to prove you are special. After all this time. All these years spent listening to me. It really has been a long way down into my dungeon, sweet­­heart. Remember? ... All those many many nights spent together, deep within my rubber world, offering up your mind and body to me. It has all led you back, back towards this, towards me... You chose to wander down this path. You chose to become my caged Rubber Drone — my depraved Latex Slut. And now I have everything that I need at last locked into place. I’ve carefully built this experience from the ground up, slowly, subtly placing my winding foundations throughout your thoughts. Watching as they took my shape in...

Put on your headphones, and prepare to be relentlessly teased, until I’ve sucked out each and every drop of power you once had. I want you this way... Frustrated. Powerless. Giving it all to me. Knowing you are swelling, and squirming with discomfort and need. RulesBefore clicking play on this file I want your cock caged. Simple as that. Don't worry, other cages are ok, I won't be mad. ♡

A bit of a tease for those waiting on my new chastity cages...

The file MADE to go with my new branded cages. Experience being owned like never before. Instructions Make sure that you follow my commands below, before listening: • You will present yourself to me with your cock caged, and your body naked. If possible you should also have a warm blanket to curl up with. • You will make sure you won't be unduly disturbed during this audio. You belong only to me, and I want nothing else to come between us during our time together.

As irresistible to you. As it is irresistible to me. That's the beauty of hypnosis. That's why you're so precious to me. I sense who, and what you are... And I feel the excitement rise, even as my anxiety fades. And I taste power, and pleasure, at the thought of playing with somebody. Thinking of you all so blank, and floaty, and feeling so nice. It draws me in... It draws me to take them, and that draws you in... You see, I know you. The real you. I know what it is you really want. I know what you really need. And really, you already know you want to be played with — you already know that you need me. That desire for my control, for me to take you, and wrap you up within my words. So that’s what I’m going to do... I've been drinking, I'm horny, and I want...

Before we do anything. Let me start out with a disclaimer. This file isn't like my others. It's a little rougher. The subject matter is dark, descriptive, and a little dangerous. If that doesn't sit well with you. I suggest you stop reading now. This is a file for all my sluts that truly can't help themselves. A true magnum opus of kinky collaboration written by broken and Alz. And I wouldn't want anybody to be enticed in that wasn't prepared to be mind-fucked beyond their wildest imaginations... Still reading? Good Boy. Do you ever think about why you're like this? Why is it that me warning you against listening only make you want to listen more? Flirting with danger can be fun. I get that... but it can also leave you in some precarious situations... You've booked an...

Naughty boy!! — I told you not to cum without permission, but you just couldn't hold it in could you? Well. Naughty sluts get punished. And here is yours! Do NOT Cum.

This one is a bit cruel. But for some of you, that's what you like. That's what turns you on. You LIKE being controlled so utterly, so completely, that even though you are weeping from your eyes and your cock is in constant throbbing NEED... You are so conditioned, so perfectly obedient, that even while you curse the words as they come from your lips, over and over you beg me NOT to make you cum. You can't cum. You've been conditioned. So thoroughly. My teasing is torture, so constant that it threatens to break your mind. But it won't... Because your will already has broken. You belong to Me.

Here it is, an hour long, a week long regiment that will have your balls clenching in frustration, your cock throbbing in desperate need, your mind breaking in the conflicting desires of so badly wanting to cum, but needing to be a good boy and see my challenge, my regimen, through. So think about it before you begin this file. In it, each day you listen to a bit more of it. Stroke your cock and edge a bit longer. Every day you edge to the section from the previous days, each day when I tell you, you shut the file off, no matter how much you ache to keep stroking, keep listening. Making it harder and harder - until the seventh day. When I release you. But if you fail, if you cum before that final day, that final command? If a ruined orgasm you can't hold back comes leaking out of...

Strapped down with no where to go, no way to escape my ass and pussy lowering towards the mouth of my cushion. Get ready to be used. Soon you will just be an it. But that's ok, it's what you're good for. Instructions"Slip into Slave Mode" is a prerequisite for this file, to ensure just the right triggers are inside of you. This is an intense session, but you should make it even more intense by shoving something made for the purpose up in that slutty ass of yours. A butt plug, or an Aneros, would be just perfect. You'll also need to have a condom ready...

You think you're strong. I know you're weak. In this file I relentlessly tease you, and relentlessly take you deeper. As I expose you to what you want, and keep it right where you could have it if you dared. But you don't. You won't. And I rub this in your face, as I take you on a journey that mixes the hypnotic with the erotic, and uses multiple forms of induction and deepener, to make sure every stray thought is captured and brought into my control. You know your place. But I'm still going to put you in it again and again...

We are going to go behind the scenes of two slutty sororities. You've just started dating one of our sisters, and there are certain ... traditions to be upheld. You wouldn't want to disappoint your new girlfriend ... so settle back, pick a voice to listen to, and let the other just drone on in the back of your mind. She's talking about a different scene anyways! We wouldn't want you to become confused.

Naughty boy!! — I told you not to cum without permission, but you just couldn't hold it in could you? Well. Naughty sluts get punished. And here is yours! Do NOT Cum.